Desire’s Primal Prophecy: Internal Shadows

In the depths of our souls, where our shadows fight the hidden secrets hidden within, there exists a primal struggle between desire and necessity.

BATTLE WITHIN

We are caught in a relentless battle between what we crave and what we truly need.

This internal conflict shapes our thoughts, actions, and ultimately, our destinies.

DESIRE'S BURDEN

Desire is like a wild beast inside us, always hungry for more.

Desire whispers promises of pleasure, of forbidden fruits that tantalize and tempt our senses.

We are automatically drawn to the allure, we become like moths driven to a hot flame, oblivious to the consequences right in front of us.

All that pride and security you had in the intellect of your mind… Gone.

The wisdom you once thought you had gained is void, counted as a baseless thought.

Desire becomes you…

You become worthless… in this moment…

But a reptilian-minded Jester looking back at yourself in the mirror, a humbling awareness, for sure.

DESIRE vs NEED

Our desires often clash with our needs. Needs are those fundamental elements that sustain our well-being and life.

Why do we do this?

Because we yearn for instant gratification, for fleeting moments of ecstasy, even if they lead us down a path of destruction and more pain later.

The Weight of Sin

From the moment we enter this world, we are burdened with the weight of sin.

Sins are often misunderstood and weaponized by powerful leaders who master the wicked deception of the left-hand path.

The meaning of sin is largely misunderstood.

Sin is an inheritance passed down through generations of humanity, a stain upon our souls. It acts like a prison, reminiscent of a deceptive matrix, leading us to believe we are free while we remain trapped within this vessel.

We may scream that we are free, but we are no more liberated than the genie in the lamp, encased in its magical limits.

So… Are we to strive to become Righteous?

NO!

The more we strive for righteousness, the more we are tempted by the darkness within.

A DANGEROUS COMBO —DESIRE + SIN

SOLIDIFYING ETERNAL DEATH, OUTSIDE A MIRACLE

Our desires become intertwined with sin, leading us astray from the freedom and ecstacy found in Spiritual virtue.

WHAT WE WORSHIP:

We are worshippers of our own obsessions, kneeling down before these fleeting infatuations as they consume our thoughts and actions.

Prisoners of our own subjectivity, a psyche trapped in a cycle of distraction…

This is the eternal decent of:

• Entropy
• Outer darkness
• Hell

… but whatever you call it… It is the:

• Unquenchable thirst.

The Binders:

• Dopamine
• Seratonin
• Oxytocin

These chemicals you produce yourself are keeping you longing forever- followed by regret- then you forget…

…looped all the way into the decent.

The Illusion of Control

We cling to the belief that we are in control, that we can master our desires and resist temptation in our material beings within our shallow comprehension.

The truth is, we are merely puppets dancing to the strings of our own subconscious within the Collective…

The Consciousness of the ‘collective whole’ is strategically and with perfect methodology being successfully manipulated and dictated by those who know this truth, they use the Power of God for the time being, but they will receive their reward, which will be punishment.

Wake Up!!!

You can never be sure of your freedom till the body is brought back to star dust and your soul ascends in the Spirit…

Spirit: the static that is occasionally felt when the Source Energy comes inside the dermal walls of this immovable and fixed body.

We must:

remain in the forefront of our lack

Question every thought that comes to mind…

Take every thought captive yourself, else you remain captive to externalities, captive to the “fruit of the flesh” . (hint: the fruit is death)

Death, no one is immune, there is a one hundred percent chance your future involves decomposition.

Sure, our obsessions may change, their flavors may vary, but the underlying pattern remains the same.

Humans Are Addicts

We are addicts, chasing after the next fix, the next fleeting moment of pleasure, feinding for the next time we get to feel needed, feel wanted by another.

We live for the next experience.

All experiences end. It’s living when your living for one dead end to another dead end.

The Pain of Awareness

In moments of clarity, we become acutely aware of our own self-sabatoge.

We see the damage we have caused, the pain we have inflicted upon ourselves and others.

We face the truth of ourselves….

If not in the conscious mind, it reveals ourselves to ourself within our nightmares and anxieties.

These moments of clarity… fleeting, & quickly forgotten as we succumb once again to the allure of desire.

So we are left with a lingering sense of emptiness, a void that cannot externally be sufficed.

We become hyper-aware of our circumstances, yet powerless to change them.

The Prophecy Fulfilled

The prophecy within, the struggle between desire and necessity, is a battle that rages on within each of us.

It is a constant reminder of our own flawed nature, our inherent vulnerability.

We may try to outrun our destiny, but it will always catch up to us. The prophecy will be fulfilled, whether we like it or not.

MY FINAL THOUGHTS

The human soul is a complex and contradictory entity, capable of both great love and unspeakable darkness.

We are all haunted by our own personal prophecies, by the internal struggles that shape our lives.

But… It is in these struggles that we find our true selves, our strengths and weaknesses laid bare. We may not be able to escape our destinies, but we can choose how we face them.

We can embrace our flaws, acknowledge our vulnerabilities, and strive for a greater understanding of ourselves. Only then can we hope to break free from the cycle of desire and find true peace within.